What I Learned From Being Quiet

I am in the middle of a ten-day “word fast” – fasting from certain kinds of speaking for the length of ten days.  The idea came from the appropriately-named Ten-Day Word Fast available for the Bible app on my phone, and the premise is simple: abstain from complaining, criticism, judgments, sarcasm, and gossip for ten days.

There’s a little more to the fast than that, and the definition of the words are carefully drawn out (i.e. “criticism” as it’s used here is made distinct from authentic and honest admonishment given in love).  But I’ve been working with the first two so far (complaining and criticism) and not complaining or being critical has taught me a lot.

Most importantly, what it’s taught me is this: I often complain and am critical to avoid being direct.

If I have a bad day, for example, I have a tendency to complain about it: my students were indifferent, traffic was bad, I have a cold, the temperature control at work was broken.  But what I am actually trying to do with that laundry list of grumbles is to make a confession: I’m tired and I feel sort of bad.  Could you empathize with me a little and give me a hug?

Criticism for me works the same way.  If I start tearing something down and then become aware I’m doing it, I’m forced to reflect on why I’m critical.  And there’s usually an answer: I’m upset about something, I disagree with something, I’m disturbed by something.  I’d achieve more by acknowledging the problem and then attempting to solve it, rather than by griping around the edges of it.

So strangely, in the process of fasting from certain types of speech, I’m actually discovering more about how to speak: to be direct and kind, to think about why I’m saying what I’m saying, to make my words matter more when they come out.  And that’s a large part of what godly speech is about.

I think that somehow, as we go through our lives, Christians pick up the idea that “godly speech” means never saying anything disagreeable or unpleasant. That to have a godly tongue we must only ever be speaking about Jesus or offering up cheery platitudes. But godly speech isn’t fluff and sparkles: it’s just honest, direct, thoughtful and considered speech made in love.  It is speaking with purpose and in service.

As an English professor, I am constantly on my students to say what they really mean in a thoughtful and direct way.  I chase them around in their papers through a thicket of half-formed thoughts and qualifiers and hedging and euphemisms to get at their actual, intended meaning.  It’s funny to me that after all this time I would discover I was doing something similar, and using complaining and criticism as a shorthand for feelings I was less comfortable expressing outright.

As it turns out, we could all use some time to get the “dead wood” out of our language.  It’s easier to speak purposelessly, to ramble our way around topics with the sort of cultural shorthand that keeps us from getting at what we really mean at all.  In a culture where our communications can often lack significance, and where they all too often fall into easy and well-worn lines of snark and ingratitude, taking some time to consider what you’re saying can make a world’s worth of difference.


13 thoughts on “What I Learned From Being Quiet

  1. Sometimes I just don’t know what to make of godly speech; because if someone asked: “Does this make me look fat?” Then you have to hedge your words carefully – being forthright and honest, though godly, might also result in hurting someone’s feelings and that would hardly be godly.
    I also remember watching Christians on t.v. ranting and raving, with spit flying out of their mouths, spewing some of the most bitter vitriol about sinning sinners and the sins they sin that they’d often arrive at the point of: “I’m not being (-ist/-phobic/etc.) … it’s God who says … It’s how God wants it … I’m not being …”
    I think that most of us strike a good balance and we tend to be able to manage our words carefully enough to avoid both extremes.

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    1. I’ve found that in many cases of “impossible questions” like “Does this make me look fat”, what people are really looking for instead of a “yes or no” is a way to express their own worries or problems or insecurities, so I often turn it back around into a question: “Why? Not really feeling that outfit today?” And go from there. It requires a lot more reflection than a regular white lie, haha, but it gets at the heart of their concern a little better I think – and it can provide opportunities for affirmation and encouragement and honesty. Or sometimes it’s simply easiest to recuse yourself: “To be honest, I’m hardly the person to ask about clothes!” Both are honest responses, and not hurtful – but it does take effort!

      As for the ranting and raving… Yeah, that hardly qualifies as godly speech. I’ve seen some “Christian” commentary on Internet forum that surpasses some of the most profane diatribes I’ve ever seen, and it hurts to see it spoken/written in God’s name. Then again, the Bible fortunately has a lot to say about why that sort of speech doesn’t work. It’s still depressing to hear, though!

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  2. Reblogged this on Elihu's Corner and commented:
    A few years ago, I found this acrostic on Pinterest: “Before you speak, THINK: is it True, Helpful, Important, Necessary, or Kind?” There is wisdom in choosing our words with greater care.

    The following is an excellent article from a fellow blogger on being more purposeful in our everyday speech. I would add that we need to also be careful in what we “say” with our keyboards!



  3. A ten-day “word fast”…what a wonderful idea! It is interesting to see how this has influenced your self-awareness, and I truly liked your definition of “godly speech.” Thanks for sharing this!


    1. It has really been a challenge, and I encourage anyone to give it a try – even just for a day. It really forces you to think about your words, and I love how much it’s forced me to think about mine! Thanks for reading. 🙂

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  4. This is one of the best fasts you can do, in my opinion. It reminds me of Isaiah 58:9-10, “If thou take away from the midst of thee the yoke (of heavy expectations placed on ohers – my translation), the putting forth of the finger (pointing blame), and speaking vanity, And if thou draw out thy soul to the hungry, and satisfy the afflicted soul; then shall thy light rise in obscurity, and thy darkness be as the noon day.”


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